Wednesday 7 September 2011

Perfect

Purusing through facebook during office hours (as you do), notice Twinnys put up some absolutely gorgeous pics of her little boy on there. Cue me going crazy and 'liking' and commenting on every pic.

all my sisters have their facebook albums filled with their gorgeous kids.....whereas mines are all social nights out and holidays, and acutely no kids,, except when im with my neices and nephews....makes me feel in limbo, superficial....just,, i dont knw..pointess.

Twinny and her little one came over my place over the weekend, i cannot begin to tell you how lovely that was, our home filled with the sound of a baby laughing, baby milk bottles on the table, blanket, toys, rattles strewn everywhere.

I took command, told Twinny to kick back and watch tv, whilst i got endless cuddles from the little one.
His countless smiles i like to believe was due to me babytalking away to him. I changed his nappy, fed him milk, rocked him to sleep.

I could see Hubby sat on one of our sofa's drinking a coke grinning at me, his gaze lasting longer than normal,

at one point i had laid the little one on the sofa to let him stretch and kick,
and i was in a state of complete bliss, throwing my head back laughing at the adorable faces the little one was making, letting him grip my finger and in awe of his every movement.

looking up happily mid laugh at hubby i see him gazing...almost wistfully,  at me and the little one,

he smiles, but its not his usual mega watt smile, and nods at me mouthing  'perfect'

Life's little pleasures

Arrived home after work last night to see hubby opening the mail, turns out he's overpaid his tax and is due a payment of £1,412.. get in!

''you know i'm so going to have to go shopping babes whohoo!'' i lean in for a cuddle and look up at him, he hugs me tight  ''no way hun, we can buy some new gates for the back garden or maybe a new bigger TV.''

Hmmm, i guess one of us has to be the sensible one. But we will see :)

On a more embarrasing note, took me ages to find a parking space outside work this morning, ive been driving for years but parallel parking is the bane of my life....hubby is gobsmacked at how god awful my parking is
''seriously, who the hell passed you ?! did you sleep with him or something?!'' is some of his standard comments.

Don't get me wrong, i can parallel park, when nobody is looking.

it's when theres a queue behind me and ppl around i cannot fit into the most spacious of spaces.

Ended up parking miles away from my office and had to run in the rain....resulting in my carefully done hair looking like i have not even run a brush through it.

Positive note, hmmmm, just grabbed a frozen yoghurt.....seriously yum....lifes little pleasures :)


Tuesday 6 September 2011

The little ones

What's in the water everyone's drinking today?

I was sat at my desk at work and one of my work colleagues ' drops a large envelope on my desk ''something came through special delivery for you today'' he says and sits on my desk curious.  Blonde co worker joins him and i look at the small sticker stuck on the seal of the envelope ''to a special lady in our family''.

Hmmm.what the hell....? is what im thinking at this point

Opening it, i pull out a large A4 glossy card, with a recent pic of me dressed up in a lilac coloured eastern dress, holding my youngest nephew, and all the rest of my nephews and neices sat around me grinning, taken a few weeks ago. Written above in curly kiddy font is printed ''To our lovely Aunty.......''
i cant stop grinning while coworkers oh and ahh over the picture of the little ones.
i trace their faces with my finger and cant help but smile at their adorable little faces, each more cheekier than the next.

Inside reads ''we will always love you and know you want the best of us.'' Getting a bit teary i laugh and chat with the co workers as they sigh and talk about how nice it is to have a close knit family.

I whisper a silent prayer to God to always keep the little ones happy, and Carefully sliding the card into its envelope i cannot agree more with my coworkers comment.

The card will definately take pride of place on top of my fireplace at home.

Love them.

Monday 5 September 2011

Back to normality

So its been a while since i posted. Things have calmed down, well, resumed to what i guess you can call 'normality'

The month of Ramadan is over, no more fasting until next year!
To be honest this month flew by, it feels so wierd to be able to eat..whenever you want to, during the day? its absurd! lol...my body got so accustomed to the whole routine of the month, praying, the discipline of not eating during daylight hours..you would think i'd have lost some weight, nope! stuffing your face late evenings just counteract the not eating during the day!

Ah well!

It's good to be back at work, having the energy to talk talk talk, and go for walks with hubby after work. i missed that :)

Hubby completley suprised me with the best best gift ever, beautiful beautiful shoes <3

i was smiling from ear to ear and i think i pranced around the house a few several times :)

Fair to say hubby got some extra loving that night <3